Brian

I’ve been in the search of my future phone and wife. Love my current Diamond, but its getting old. Aside Windows Mobile 6.1 doesn’t seem good enough anymore and it is getting a bit slow. Too much running program I think, while it doesn’t have that big RAM. While my other stupid phone is getting more stupid everyday. Countless wrong addressed SMS, dropped calls, proof of stupidity.

So! I’ve been hunting this freaking cute Iphone 3GS for the last couple of months. You know I am not sooo buying the Iphone from Telkomsel. Too damn expensive. Plus if I had an Iphone I would use that as my first phone that doesnt come with a Telkomsel card. I have my second phone with Telkomsel but I don’t want too much (money and work) on that. Fcuk, too complicated.

So anyway, actually I am not that much of an apple fanboy, but since I was using this seductive lustful cute Iphone couple of months ago for testing purpose I’ve been in love with it. perfect perfect perfect. Umm, well actually I did find some defects on it but it has been reported and now they are coming with OS3.0. They would be a total idiot if they hadn’t had it fixed. So now it would be a perfect 100gr toy of joy.

Then now I have to find one that is factory unlocked. It’s not easy. I’ve been in search for this everywhere. Actually a friend of mine offered me a black-marketed one. Yea, you know dude; mangga dua is the place for this. But if I really really want something, I want it to be special. I don’t want that easy way. Plus I am not buying cool (and expensive) stuffs without guarantee.

So here I am, as my job requires me to travel A LOT, let me emphasize, A LOT, so one thing I look for in a place I visit (except the local chick*) is the apple reseller.
I have checked in Australia, AU$900. dammit!! They have rich Telkomsel fucker in their blood.
Then there are also Italy, Belgium, Hongkong, but still haven’t checked the price. France, buy the phone and then request for an unlock at 100 Euro charge. Dammit. Technology (and joy) is truly expensive. Let’s see let’s see whether I have to bury my dream of having an Iphone deeply or I stupidly buy one and go hungry with no money for food for the next one year.
Or maybe I this dream will end happily.. crossing fingers.

*ayam halal di restoran lokal

I couldn’t stop listening to this guy. He’s great, singing a great song.

Man in the Mirror

Gotta make a change
For once in my life
It’s gonna feel real good
Gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right

As I turned up the collar on
A favorite winter coat
This wind is blowin’ my mind
I see the kids in the street
With not enough to eat
Who am I to be blind
Pretending not to see their needs

A summer’s disregard
A broken bottle top
And a one man’s soul
They follow each other
On the wind ya’ know
‘Cause they got nowhere to go
That’s why I want you to know

I’m starting with the man in the mirror
I’m asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change, yey
Na na na, na na na, na na na na oh ho

I’ve been a victim of
A selfish kinda love
It’s time that I realize
There are some with no home
Not a nickel to loan
Could it be really pretending that they’re not alone

A willow deeply scarred
Somebody’s broken heart
And a washed out dream
They follow the pattern of the wind ya’ see
‘Cause they got no place to be
That’s why I’m starting with me

I’m starting with the man in the mirror
I’m asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change
…