Hi everyone. How are you? I hope you all are doing fine.
My life’s been good lately. Umm, well not so good actually, I got a fever last week and have been coughing this whole week, but if I sum up with all the good things that have happened I am still thankful. I should always be.
And I choose the word “ambivalence” to describe the sad and happy that I feel at the same time, umm, but I also think that “bittersweet” is a strong word of this particular time of my life.
Things turned out quite good, you know. I got back to Jakarta earlier after the tough time back there in Dhaka. Then I met the people I love, spent my days with them, played tennis, swimming, have the “proper meal” so on and so forth. That just feels so damn good. Although I had no gym-sessions anymore and less protein-charged meal, my inner part is healthier. And yes, I only had 5-6hours of sleep in average, pretty much violating my 8-hour sleep policy. (ahaha 
I kid you not, I have this policy but I break it all the time. Yet I still consider that my policy) I worked my ass off, smartly, and I managed to finish things on time. Ya, some stuffs are still left, I am pretty sure I can finish it before my New Year holiday.
And then here comes the holiday in 2-weeks time. Can’t wait for it. I am going home. It’s going to be another good time with good people that I love.
So it’s all good. I am feeling fine. I hope this lasts for long.
The only thing that I just can’t quite understand is those people. I believe as an adult we do not bitch. But there are some people who irritate the hell out of me n I can’t stop bitching about them.
My boss once told me “Sometimes you’d better not ask the question”
You spill the question, you want the answer. When the answers are in contradiction of your expectation you are screwed, big time. Then you bitch not, because they are your customer. I should have listened to my boss.
Pardon the title of the post. If you are trying to make a connection between the title and the post, there isn’t any.
Well umm, okay. As I am learning to appreciate honesty I will tell you that polar bear is one of the good things that happened to me in its way. I am learning.